Then—I mean, if it happens, then it happens. But being able to see you again would be motivation enough, right? Especially since it doesn't have to be goodbye forever or anything.

[she's fighting her own feelings down, even though there's despair clawing at the pit of her stomach and anxiety, but it's not abandonment, and she refuses to think of it that way even if her entire past gives her a bad, kneejerk reaction to it.]