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We're not talking to people in the wolf city. I don't know if I would trust them to have proper licenses.

[brush, brush, must look perfect]

We'll have to come to terms with not having therapy, then.

[a beat then resumes brushing]

No. —No, I want it. I mean, I think I need it.

... I do too, but how would you explain any of this?

I mean, I didn't have a problem with this place until I realized something could happen to you . . . What's most troubling here for you?

... Anything happening to you, or mama. I didn't want to die either, but... I definitely care about you more than anything else. And mama.

So, you don't have to get into details. I mean, after this, you're going to be scared for me back home, right? And fearing for your own life isn't odd, especially as an idol . . . Especially with our mom.

So we just... say the problem, but we don't actually need to be truthful about reincarnation or getting stuck in a weird pasture where people die sometimes...

Yeah. From when I did my rotations, they're just trying to help you figure out your feelings, not getting into details. Helping people be functional and healthy, you know?

Mm... yeah.

I get what you mean. Do you think it'd actually help?

It couldn't hurt? Especially since I'd actually give it a chance this time.

... Promise? That you'd give it a chance?

[sighs]

I promise. I've been . . . Bad for awhile, and it's only going to get worse. It's scary.

... Well, I'll make sure I hold you to it. I won't let you give up. Okay?

I know, I trust you. And I've wanted to be better for a long time, too. It wasn't just this that made me realize it.

I'm... glad you thought of it on your own, though. Even if it wasn't just this whole place.

You can't get help if you don't want help.

No, but I also had a lot to take care of. There hasn't been time to stop.

Not until here, right?

Not until here. And I don't like it either. I was waiting for so long that I want to be done now, especially when we're this close.

I'm glad it made you actually have to stop and think, though.

... I mean, it'd be nice if it was done, but you need to care more about you, too. I can't be happy unless my brother is happy.

. . . I can't be happy until he's taken care of, though . . . For you, for me, for mom.

...

Then it has to be in a way where I don't lose you. I don't... want him to hurt you, and it's not like he has a good record.

He won't hurt me. I'm not his type. Honestly, he'd probably hate hurting me because it would dirty his hands. It's you that's the target between us.

... I mean, maybe, but...

even if he doesn't do anything to you, I'm worried about what you might do.

. . . What do you think I'll do?

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