aididitmyway | IC INBOX | Midwestern Mayhem

[She nuzzles back, basking in the moment for a few seconds, before answering.

"I didn't mean just that. In general!"]

[ "Eh? Really?? Thanks!"

she can probably hear some of the confused but accepting side talk, as he takes the compliment.

"You're amazing too, you know." ]

["I try."

Before she gives him a quick kiss and pushes herself up.

"But I think you deserve something for being such a good boy!"]

[ "Eh? What are you thinking?"

he asks not realizing the fact that he can hear what she is thinking is just pure... Alanis morisette irony ]

["This."

She says, moments before she brushes a thumb right over his tip.]

[ Oh-- he shivers and whimpers. "Oh."

though the side thoughts are about how that felt so good, and she can see it the way he tenses and his skin flushes. ]

[And, of course, that's when she starts to stroke him again. She's attentive, her thoughts purely about how to make him feel good, and whatever he seems to ask for? She'll do.]

[ she can hear the little impulse thoughts, "harder" and "faster" that consume him as he moans softly, bracing his hands against the bed lest he completely fall back

staying upright is actually kind of hard, especially the more she drags him closer to the edge.

"I can't hold on much more..." he thinks, even as another moan escapes his lips ]

[She slows.

"... Do you want to? Or... wait for... you know. Being in me?"]

[ Oh-- he catches his breath and nods quickly. "Yes!"

That's right, they were gonna go all the way this time. And that adds a whole new level of curiosity... but also he has to look around for the condom he grabbed earlier.

"Hang on..." ]

[She nods, but—shifts off of him, to make it easier?? For the moment, at least. But she manages to grab the condom and hand it over so they're not fumbling too much (hopefully) (but she's also a little more clearminded, perhaps). It's impossible to ignore the curiosity and excitement (and some nerves), though.

"Okay. Do what you have to do, Kalim."]

[ he is...... not clearminded, but also, not that far gone, so he can still do exactly what he needs to do?? though there are still thoughts of wanting more as an aside.

and once he's done, "Okay! Ready!" ]

[It's okay, Kalim, you're about to get more.

"Okay. So. How—do we want to do this?"

She hadn't actually thought about that part past like, how it all works biologically.]

[ he doesn't know, he's never done this before, she has a lot more experience than him

he looks at her, and she can hear him thinking through it

"Is there a way you're supposed to do it...?" ]

[There's confusion and then—a series of thoughts that's just her thinking about how people in dramas do it, and...

"Oh! Lay down. I can be on top. It... it might be easier? I see people do something like it in shows sometimes... unless you want to do something else!!"]

[ a nod-- and he obediently lies back for her, not sure about these dramas... but she knows more than him. ]

[Once he's down, she straddles him again, taking hold of him just so that she can get everything lined up—... she takes a deep breath and goes for it. She starts to lower herself, slowly, and there is a flash of discomfort as her body accommodates something it's never had to before even if she seems to be pushing through it.

It's weird and exciting and such an unusually new feeling to her that she isn't quite sure how to feel and it's hard to put into words, but Kalim can hear her gasps and her breathing picking up.]

[ it's new for both of them. he's looking up at her, and then reaches out to hold her hips to help if she needs it.

but then there's the warmth and the wetness and-- the only time it's felt even close to the same was when she used her mouth and this is way more.

it's so tight... she can hear him in his head, saying it feels good. it's not like any of the other stuff, he can't focus at all, it feels so good.

and yet out loud all she gets is a somewhat strangled moan, and he starts to say something but it's got to be close to the refrain in his head, his skin flushed with arousal and need ]

[His hands on her hips do help, until she's fully settled on him so she can catch her breath and get used to it.

"It feels... full. But in a good way." After a moment she lets a moan out out loud, even if she hasn't even started to move yet, because the sensation is starting to register more and it's good.

"I like... I like how you feel—"]

[ She likes how he feels?? he can barely even stand how good she feels?? and she had already brought him so close to the edge already. He has no clue how he's going to hang on at all.

"You feel amazing." he says through all the excited side thinking, making an effort to focus on communicating with her instead of getting lost. "This is completely different from anything else..." ]

["It is. Nothing... nothing else could make me feel like this."

But then she shifts, and she doesn't expect how that feels so it brings on a gasp that turns into a moan because it felt good and god he feels amazing and oh so that's why they move like they do in shows???.]

[ she moves and he moans, his forearm moving to cover his eyes while his other hand stays planted on her hip, to help.

Or maybe for purchase, because he has never felt anything like this, where she hugs him so tightly and warmly, and he has to fight to hold on or come immediately, given how wound up he already was.

But he’s already the picture of incoherence in pleasure, there are none thoughts outside of how good that feels. He couldn’t even guide her if he wanted to ]

[She can feel that, and she doesn't expect him to... but that's when she starts to move, a mixture of rotating her hips and lifting herself up before coming back down and it's still something to get used to, but it's not long before she finds the movement she needs to hit that spot deep inside of her either.

So she keeps doing that, her thoughts quickly descending into the same haze of pleasure and incoherence because instinct just takes over. Both her thoughts and her words are just his name on repeat, and she is making no effort to keep her voice down.]

Kalim—

[ she’s chanting his name and the incoherence in his head is hitting a note of desperation as he feels himself hitting the edge—

His fingers dig into her skin just lightly as he tenses ]

Ruby—!

[ there was no way he was going to hold on once she started moving and he’s moaning and panting just a little as without even trying she’s working him through the orgasm.

His eyes are half lidded and he wants to kiss her to hold her and also wants to try again? Sex is good…

“Sorry… I couldn’t hold on…”

But his affection is obvious. ]

[She hasn't quite made it there yet, though she at least came before this... but she slows down, leaning over Kalim so that she can pull him into a kiss even if he's still in her because even if she hasn't come again, she just wants to be with Kalim, have sex with Kalim, kiss him, cuddle him, have him in her, just—

Everything. There's not a single thing about him that she doesn't love, especially right now.

"It's okay. I knew you were close."]

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