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Re: Day 9, Evening

[aididitmyway]

You wanted something normally, but you sacrificed yourself. You didn't have to do that for me or Miyako.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aiwillneversmile]

It wasn't just for you two. I wanted to move on. I was tired of it all.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aididitmyway]

Is living like this actually moving on, though?

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aiwillneversmile]

What am I supposed to do? Go back to that time, go through therapy, and everything would be fine?

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aididitmyway]

I know you can't really go back in time or anything, but if you'd said something Miyako would've tried. Maybe there was something I could've done sooner.

It doesn't even mean everything would be fine... but you wouldn't have had to deal with it alone.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aiwillneversmile]

What if that was what I wanted, though? I wouldn't have said anything if we weren't here. I don't like how this affects you, and it hasn't even been a week of this.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aididitmyway]

It affects me because I care and I wish you'd care about yourself a little more sometimes. I can't make you.

Don't sacrifice yourself or your happiness for me, Aqua.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aiwillneversmile]

[. . . sighs, dropping his head]

I won't. And I'll figure something out when we get home. At least, I can tell some of th truth now that it's out.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aididitmyway]

Then... what are you going to do while you're here? Just take that medicine and hope for the best?

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aiwillneversmile]

Talk to someone . . . Not many other options.

Besides, the severity already came down. I can manage these; I did before.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aididitmyway]

Is there like—anything else you can take to help if it gets that bad? That takes the edge off or something?

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aiwillneversmile]

There's nothing fast acting enough. It's just a matter of not putting myself in certain situations.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aididitmyway]

What are the situations you know of? Aside from hugging you.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aiwillneversmile]

It's not— [sighs] Hugging isn't the problem. I was only being cautious with that.

Acting was a trigger when I was younger. That's why I quit before. It came back up again during the play, because I had a difficult scene that I couldn't fake my way through.

. . . Ai also brings it up, depending on the context.

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aididitmyway]

... So getting the B-Komachi stuff was bad for you?

Re: Day 9, Evening

[aiwillneversmile]

No, I'm not that sensitive. It was just a gift for my sister, no issue.