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[aididitmyway]

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[dolphinkicks]

Yeah...
You don't need to feel bad about anything Ruby, you didn't do anything wrong.
Dera cares about you a lot, okay?

[aididitmyway]

easier said than done
i still feel bad
he's entitled to his feelings
i could've told him more about my brother

[dolphinkicks]

Even if you did, you can't guarantee it would be different.
It's gonna be okay, I promise you.

[aididitmyway]

doesn't feel like it

[dolphinkicks]

Ruby...
Is there anything I can do for you?

[aididitmyway]

idk
i just don't want him to be mad
and it feels like he is
and everything i wanted to do or say would just get me in more trouble
so even if he's not mad it still felt like he was mad
and i don't want to lose him
but i can't not defend my brother either????

[dolphinkicks]

You're not gonna lose anybody, there's just no way!
No one will going anywhere, trust me.
It's scary but we'll all get through it.

[aididitmyway]

ok
but i feel kinda dumb.........

[dolphinkicks]

Don't, you seriously don't need to feel that way at all.
You're such a wonderful person, no one is leaving you.

[aididitmyway]

easier said than done
people have left me for dumber things

[dolphinkicks]

Those people are assholes and they don't deserve any of your time.
I have your back Ruby, always.