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... That's a little easier for you than it is for me, I can do that.

[oh, okay, showing is better than telling, she kinda had to do the same thing for him. but. after a moment, she starts to do it on her own, taking in how it feels, and watching his reactions.]

[ a nod before he bites his lip.

It feels weird to not be doing this himself, in a way he can’t explain… and he’s already bad at explaining… ]

A little firmer..

[ he finally says, closing his eyes with a helpless shiver ]

[Firmer... okay. She changes her grip, trying to do what he's asking, trying to make sure he gets to feel how insanely good this sort of thing actually is.]

Better?

[ there's a slight whimper as he nods his head quickly, his hand letting hers go.

he's not trying to hide his reactions, not from her, but he tilts his head into her neck again anyway, as soft gasps and sounds escape his mouth and directly into her skin in hot breaths ]

Feels good...

[She'll keep it up, experimenting a little with speeds here and there—but one thing that Kalim didn't request, but she's curious about that she does?

She brushes her thumb over his tip, watching and listening for his reaction.]

[ he wasn't expecting that one, and there's something close to the moan that she let out, and a shiver.

he's practically radiating heat against her, so it is easier for her hands to get slick from sweat... and experiment with speed... ]

That felt really good... how did you know...?

I didn't! I just—wanted to try??

[So she'll do it again, and god she's been horny before, she's masturbated, but this is something entirely out of this world and next level from anything in the past.]

O-Ohhhh.

[ ruby please, he's dying. is this what being horny is like? is this what wanting to have sex is like...? ]

Mm...

[ he sounds a little helpless, he FEELs like putty in her hands, ]

Ruby is naughty...

[she's dying too, she wants him to go back to touching her but also she wants him to have a good time and

when he says that she just abruptly stops]

Kalim Al-Asim is also naughty.

I am...??

[ he pauses ]

... I guess I have to be at this point, huh...

[She laughs a little helplessly, before letting go of him and leaning in to give him a kiss]

What do you think? After all this??

It feels really good...

[ he wants--

and it hits him ]

We can't have sex!

[She stops, and thinks about it, and—]

We need condoms. You're not doing anything without a condom!

I know, I know... ahahaha...

[ but this is awkward now...?? he wants to touch her again so bad and-- he has to stop short again mentally. ]

Mmmngh... it's a little frustrating...

Nnnnnnn.....ghhh...

[She stares at her discards clothes, and then back at Kalim, and then back at the clothes.]

We have the van.

[because fuck the timelines, they can have the camper van if they want]

Do we even know where to get things like that, though...??

I... saw some at Foodland.

Eh?! Really??

Oh... I didn't even notice...

I just saw them while I was looking around!!

So I could go and—if you... want me to...

[ didn't they have a conversation about how she can't drive

but also-- he really wants that... ]

I really, really do... but also-- are you sure...?

If it's you? Yes.

I—haven't done anything like that, but I trust you.

[ oh, he looks really pleased with even just that much, and then his eyes light up ]

I have an idea!

—What is it??

Here-- lean your back against me.

[ he says, turning onto his side ]

Like... spooning? Kinda?

[But she does, settling up against him as much as she can and wow that's a whole other feeling because she can tell just how aroused he is just from this position.]

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