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[aididitmyway]

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[dolphinkicks]

Hey...

I want you to know that I talked with Gokudera, and he wants you to know that he isn't angry with you, honestly.
He just doesn't know how to talk right now so...
Yeah.
I'm really sorry you're going through this as well, and if I can help, let me know.

[aididitmyway]

that's what he said
i don't really know how to talk to him either
because everything i say is just gonna make it worse anyway

[dolphinkicks]

I told him he has to talk to you, eventually, so just give him some time and he'll come around.
Are you okay?

[aididitmyway]

i'm fine
people just don't get along sometimes!
and fights happen sometimes!

[All of which is a total lie, because she's been sprawled out on her bed under a million blankets.]

[dolphinkicks]

Yeah...
You don't need to feel bad about anything Ruby, you didn't do anything wrong.
Dera cares about you a lot, okay?

[aididitmyway]

easier said than done
i still feel bad
he's entitled to his feelings
i could've told him more about my brother

[dolphinkicks]

Even if you did, you can't guarantee it would be different.
It's gonna be okay, I promise you.

[aididitmyway]

doesn't feel like it

[dolphinkicks]

Ruby...
Is there anything I can do for you?

[aididitmyway]

idk
i just don't want him to be mad
and it feels like he is
and everything i wanted to do or say would just get me in more trouble
so even if he's not mad it still felt like he was mad
and i don't want to lose him
but i can't not defend my brother either????

[dolphinkicks]

You're not gonna lose anybody, there's just no way!
No one will going anywhere, trust me.
It's scary but we'll all get through it.

[aididitmyway]

ok
but i feel kinda dumb.........

[dolphinkicks]

Don't, you seriously don't need to feel that way at all.
You're such a wonderful person, no one is leaving you.

[aididitmyway]

easier said than done
people have left me for dumber things

[dolphinkicks]

Those people are assholes and they don't deserve any of your time.
I have your back Ruby, always.