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[aididitmyway]

please astral project here

it'll look pretty later

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[aiwillneversmile]

I do. It's been your dream for awhile.

[aididitmyway]

We were performing there!! It's amazing.

I didn't get to see the end before the sheep brought me back, but! Still!

[aiwillneversmile]

. . . That was rude of them. You definitely had an amazing encore at the end. I can't wait to see it.

[aididitmyway]

Where were you? I couldn't see you in the crowd... if you were all the way in the back, you know you didn't have to be, right? You deserve the best seat in the entire dome!

[aiwillneversmile]

Don't know. Maybe, in the wings? I haven't gotten to see one of your concerts from there yet.

[aididitmyway]

It's the Tokyo Dome!! You should be way closer than the wings, dummy.

[aiwillneversmile]

[squeezing her hand]

Next time. I'll be in the front row next time.

[aididitmyway]

[squeezes his hand back...]

Good. You'd better be, or I don't think I can forgive you.

[aiwillneversmile]

I couldn't forgive myself. We've been talking about that show for awhile

[aididitmyway]

At least since I became an idol.

I wish mama could've seen. I'm happy mom did, though.

[aiwillneversmile]

Mm. Miyako, Kana, Memcho, Saitou . . . There were a lot of people rooting for you, like it was their dream too. You finally did it.

[aididitmyway]

You're coming to the party after, right? Since it's Kana's graduation, too.

[aiwillneversmile]

I'd like to. She made a big deal out of this concert too.

[aididitmyway]

Everyone has been. It's like, impossible to make it to the Tokyo Dome unless you're huge!

[aiwillneversmile]

No, it was something else for her.

But I already knew you would make it. Just a question of when not if.

[aididitmyway]

I know, I know...

Knowing who you really are helped a lot, though. I'm not sure I would've lasted if I kept going like I did.

[aiwillneversmile]

You say that, but I was also the one who pushed you into a corner, handling things the way I did.

[aididitmyway]

I didn't appreciate it at first, but...

You know you're totally forgiven for that, right? And does it even matter if I'm better off now?

[aiwillneversmile]

It does matter, because it was cruel, but I appreciate being forgiven. Thank you.

. . . You haven't believed anything I've said, have you?

[aididitmyway]

No.

I knew you were lying the moment you said you were in the wings, dummy.

[aiwillneversmile]

I said I could have been in the wings since I didn't remember anything.

It'll be okay. We can fix it here.

[aididitmyway]

Oh. Sorry...

[she sighs, leaning against him heavily]

I just want you to be there, but I definitely couldn't see you. I looked everywhere. I wanted to see you happy.

[aiwillneversmile]

I was with our dad.

[aididitmyway]

You were... what?

[aiwillneversmile]

I'm sorry. I had to.